Forgiveness

If you haven’t read the background story, you can find that here. Last weekend I went to my mom’s house to help her clean out her house. She’d been asking for a long time and I finally did it. In the process I came across this journal I shared with John when we were teenagers. … More Forgiveness

Fighting destiny, letting life happen on life’s terms

Exhaustion plagued every moment. She slept but was greeted with her mind’s twisted visions. On awakening, she never felt awake. She struggled through each day, being constantly pushed back into the grips of exhaustion. She was so tired. When would it get better? The loneliness had it’s claws around her. No matter how hard she … More Fighting destiny, letting life happen on life’s terms

First Love— Remembering what was, not what could have been.

She had loved him the moment she met him. He would always be the one that got away. 9 years had passed since she had seen him. 9 years since he broke her heart. Yet it felt like yesterday. He had been the first boy to know her intimately, on the bleachers of the local … More First Love— Remembering what was, not what could have been.

Sexual awakening—shame, guilt, and rediscovery part 1.

Want to gain access to exclusive content AND support this page? Head on over to Patreon and sign up for the benefits you’d like to receive! Click the link below. Tier one starts at just $3/month, or make a one time donation. Become a Patron! *Trigger warning The girl’s sexual identity had been created at far … More Sexual awakening—shame, guilt, and rediscovery part 1.

Now We Live

Dark memories, dripping through the cracks. Walls built up, starting to crumble. She was waking up. That look in other’s eyes when they asked her tale, the pity. She was once told she was “a brave soldier.” She hated that. She hated being told that. She wasn’t brave. She was like countless others who had … More Now We Live

2012—The darkness within at 19 year-old girl’s mind.

* Trigger warning She was a girl born into the arms of a mother who never wanted her. She prolonged her mother’s suffering and was resented her whole life. She never knew what it was like to have parents who loved her or each other. Her mother abandoned her whenever she could, ignored her whenever … More 2012—The darkness within at 19 year-old girl’s mind.

Story of The Girl

*Trigger Warning She was a girl born into a family of chaos. From the start, her existence was one of chance. Her mother became pregnant with her while on birth control, but a round of antibiotics made her existence possible. She was born the day before her brother’s 4th birthday, which sparked a jealousy that … More Story of The Girl